I’m not sure if I’ve told you, or just think I’ve told you, but in 2020, my “New Years Resolution” was to knit out of Elizabeth Zimmerman’s Knitter’s Almanac. Well, this is (the end of) February 2021, and I’m talking about January of 2020. So, that really tells you all you need to know about that particular endeavor.


The left shows what I was “supposed” to have completed in January. The right shows what was done. I’m assuming she was thinking of us finishing just one sweater…but who the hell knows what goes on in her noggin. Now, to be fair to Ms. Zimmerman, I had to restart a couple times because gauge. The yarn is some yarn I spun forever ago. I’m not positive of the fiber. Because I never noted it, because clearly, how could I ever forget?? The discerning reader may notice the different color yarns in my knitted work. I had played with dying with Oregon Grape berries. I did half the yarn, and now I have to deal with THAT decision. So, the sweater is going to have some subtle striping.
I’m not sure it’s necessary to spell out the many lessons here. I’ll do it anyway, at least some of them.
- Always label your fiber. At every step. You won’t remember.
- Be cautious when experimenting with knitting amounts of fiber…you are going to be stuck figuring out how to use this stuff.
- Never believe a kindly old British knitter when she tells you you can knit a sweater in a month.
The fact of the matter is that I will have to rip this out YET AGAIN. I got gauge, but my forever fight with gauge means that the sweater is still too small. I do, however, have enough done that I can feel confident measuring the *actual* gauge. Somehow, I epitomize the concept of “works on paper….but…” I mean, seriously, I got the right number of stitches per inch, I checked my maths, and still too small. Like, not even putting Poopie on a starvation diet will do it. And don’t think I didn’t consider that, Dear Reader.
Last year, I thought this year I would try working on the same months’ projects and finish up. I.e. I’d finish the January 2020 project in January 2021. I was wrong. I have several other works in progress that I’m working on instead. Plus, doing this resolution really hampered me, and made me less happy than I thought it would.
Throughout my mental health journey, professionals have opined that I may be happier if I were more focused. Keep in mind that in the real world, people who deal with me opine that I’m TOO focused. I didn’t intend for this to be an experiment in that, but it turned out to be. It turns out that I’m not happier focusing on just one thing. I get bored (as well as other more complicated feelings) if I *have* to do something. If that something is one of several projects, I don’t seem to have those issues so much. What has worked for me is to commit to working for a time period, or to a certain point every day (week/month/whatever). For example, work one repeat of this pattern and then work on something else. Or do an hour of picking up the house, and then an hour of binge (un) worthy TV.
As I had said earlier, the craziness of pandemic didn’t help this project, but January was NOT pandemic, so I can’t blame this on plague. To re iterate my defense of the esteemed Ms. Zimmerman, I was working with random hand spun, so I had to futz with gauge quite a bit. She had been so practiced, she probably had a go to yarn, and go to needles, which I did (do) not. So, a good several days to a week was spent in design and gauge. I don’t think this time was taken into consideration in her calculations. I still don’t think a working person with any semblance of a life outside of knitting should aspire to complete a cabled Aran sweater in a month. That being said, just because I couldn’t do it, doesn’t mean YOU can’t do it. Just… don’t beat yourself up for not being able to do it. Trust me, I did enough beating up for all of us.
Clearly, I’m not getting to February 2020 in February 2021, but I’ll try to get caught up.












As you can see, most of my Wednesdays were quite filled with the lovely kitchener stitch. I know many people who cannot stand the kitchener stitch. I have no idea why. Just like anything else, it’s a bit complicated and/or fussy when you first start. But truly, it is a wonderful thing. The kitchener stitch can be used to join two pieces of knitted fabric seamlessly. Honestly, once it’s done and gone through a wash, you can’t tell it’s even there. When I was initially taught the stitch, I was warned to not do anything else. Have no distractions! My knitting ladies can tell you, I can now do many, many things at the same time as stitching up toes. I now have a rhythm.
For me now, the kitchener stitch is something I can do with ease. I don’t dread it, and I don’t just suffer through it. Instead, it’s just another part of making a sock. What my teacher said is no longer true for me. She wasn’t wrong when she said it, but that reality has changed for me. I changed that reality. Which is pretty powerful when you think about it.
Here we are in 85+ degree weather, and my brother caught something awful and has been making equally awful noises all vacation. I have caught something similar, which I’m unfairly blaming on him, and making similar, yet distinctly different sounds. Not only did we go from 45 ish degree weather to 85 ish degrees. We went to about 200 feet in elevation to about 3000 feet. To top all that off, it is *still* cane burning season where we are at, so ash is falling like rain. OK, the ash isn’t *that* bad, but it’s not that good, either. We also went to the coast, back to normal elevation, but still super hot. All this means is that our bodies are shocked, and feeling abused. I’m willing to take the trade off, though for the time and experience.
It does lose elasticity in this process; as well as stitch definition. But, because of this, we can have felt hats (think Stetsons). Once again, whether or not something is desirable depends on your purpose. I know I drive people crazy when they ask me what the “best” yarn is. I don’t know, what do you want to do with it? So, a blanket which has felted may be something awesome–if you lived in the Arctic. Or something awful, if you lived here, in El Grullo. That being said…the warmest blankets *EVER* come from here. Ask Things 1 and 2, if you don’t believe me.
This ash that is aggravating my sinuses is the same ash that clears the fields for more cane which sweetens the coffee I’m drinking right now. The elasticity of knitting gives way to the sturdiness of felting. Try not to be too afraid of a little hot water and agitation. While there’s security in knowing exactly what you’ve got, you may find there’s a different security in the hardiness of having made it through the hot water and agitation. Like so many things in life, it’s about finding the right balance for you. Maybe the balance is more felt, maybe it’s no felt, only you can decide. I can’t say what the “best” balance is for you. I don’t know…what do you want to do with it?
I’m not sure our compartment-mates found us as entertaining as we found ourselves and each other, but no one shushed us, so I consider that a win. L is knitting the green, while I’m knitting the stuff that’s reading as pink.
Eventually, we found each other, and our respective Airbnbs (we’ll assume that’s the proper plural). Penny Lane was as charming as I remembered. I got a new welcome sign on the door. Pam is my “& guest”.
You can see the several pairs of socks I had packed for keeping toasty. Those socks were done on my CSM. I’ll blog about the joys of CSM knitting at a later date. There are also some gloves my dear friend 